Auto Pilot

The blogs I've been writing recently have all been about my girlfriend, I never realized it would have such an intense effect on me. She visits in a couple weeks and it's literally all I can think about. Today went by without me realizing and I got a feeling I'm going to be on auto pilot until she gets here.

Waiting for life

Can't sleep, very annoyed with everyone, sometimes I think my gf is the only person on this planet i like. So disappointed in how I've been living I just want to be focused on my goals. And it blows that I don't have her with me to help. She always seems to make things sensible.

Stoked

Just got the good news my girlfriend kiki is comin for a visit yee buddy
- Rockwell

Distraction is key

It's only been a week that she's been gone and it's already going slow, she's all I can think about. The only thing I can do to try n speed up this tough time is focus my energy on the gym, I'm a couple days into my new routine and feeling good about it. I know I'm mentally ready to commit to getting a solid body. Now time for a protein shake and bed cuse I got sit-ups and jogging in the the AM then gym and more jogging in the afternoon.
- Rockwell